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Did you or did you not notice that there are more and more teenagers all around the world committed suicide? Why did they do that? Do they know that suicide is a sin?
I noticed. For some reason, I know why and I think they know about it but why did they committed it when they knew that it's a sin?
SOCIETY
Oh well, I'm a depressed and suicidal girl myself. Not to brag but I attempted suicide so many times but they all failed. You know why I did that? Oh please, my darling. It's all because of society. I'm apart of the society too, I know that.
At school, we got bullied, people picked on our flaws, people threw mean words to us. People should know that most of us are very sensitive including me, myself. I am a very sensitive person. I take their mean comments and put them at the bottom of my heart and keep them forever there. It hurts, it freaking did.
I'm afraid to go outside. I have these weird anxieties where I am afraid at most of the things. And until now, I don't know why.
I'm not that good student, or smart student but I tried but still, teachers, parents, everyone put the pressure on me you know how much I hate that?
There are so many things that caused me to be this way. To be like this. To be depressed. To feel suicidal at most.
Also, at home... nah i don't want to post what 'they' did to me.
As you all know, I'm a teenager and I spend most of the time on internet which is bad I think..
Well for me it is because I get so much hates and I don't even know why people hate on me. I did nothing to them.
You know what the did?
They called me, sorry for the bad words but I have to post this, pussy, faggots, idiots, fuckers etc.
They also told me TO KILL MYSELF THAT NOBODY EVEN CARES, NOT EVEN MY FRIENDS AND PARENTS. They even told me that I am WORTHLESS PIECE OF SHIT AND I AM JUST A WASTE OF OXYGEN AND SPACE.
This is why I really hate myself. I really do hate myself.
But now, I'm trying to not focus on their 'love' comments on me.
I'M GOING TO CHANGE MY LIFE!
Come on people, join me. Change yourself! You are worth more than those stupid people with those stupid and hilarious comments on you.
So people, what do you think of suicide? It's pointless for me. Are the person who committed suicide just seeking for attention? I don't know that but- Are you or your friend suicidal?
Right now, at this time, there are people who thought about suicide, who tried to commit it and who had killed themselves. tragic right. Why are they doing that? The answer is, because some people thought that suicide is the only option. BUT WHY??????? They thought that they could end the pain. It is an escape for those who feel like they have nowhere else to go, or for those who feel like they have nothing left to live for.
Like I just said, I think suicide is just pointless and worthless. Sorry to the people who feel suicidal right now but please don't stop reading this. You need to read this! I wan-NEED to change your lives! I think people who committed it are selfish just like me.... because not only the end their pain but they also give other the pain. I know you have a lot of things going on and you feel like there is nothing you can do to change the tide around. You thought that there is nobody to help you. You are wrong..... GOD will be there to help you. All you got to do is bring yourself closer to Him, not closer to the edge of buildings. Every time you feel like you can't take it anymore, pray to God for strength so you can make it through without letting your life slips away.
People who is suicidal feel like there is no point of living anymore. They feel like ending their life is the best way to get out of the problems. Well, it is a simple short cut but do you realize the effects? Imagine one day, your parents suddenly see your dead body hanging from the fan with your body all blued up. Imagine your friends being informed about your death and it turned out that you killed yourself. Imagine those people who used to day mean stuffs about you. What would they feel? Your parents might be angry at you all the time before because of the things you did does not satisfy them. But when the see you're dead, not breathing a single breath, Imagine how their heart would break into tiny little pieces. Your friends who used to talk behind your back and who you had fight with, the bullies who said mean stuffs to you, imagine how would they feel? They will cry their eyes out blaming themselves for not being a good friend. They will live with regrets for every single days of their life after that. Your parents and your friends will miss having you around. Missing your laughs and smiles that rarely showed up. They'll be looking at your old pictures, smelling your old clothes and yearning for another chance to be with you. Begging for another day to make things right. Hoping that they can turn back time and treat you better. You might feel like as if these people don't care about you but down at the bottom of their heart, they do. They just don't show it sometimes because at the end of the day, we are all human. We have a heart and our hearts are filled with emotions that can't be explained..
"Why live in this horrible life if you are still going to die anyway? So better end your life than wait for it to die naturally. I mean, if you didn't, you will suffer in this life."
Those might be the thoughts in the minds.
Well do you guys remember fairy tales? At the end of each stories, they will ended it up with "....and they live happily ever after!" And guess what? They do! And so we will, just like them!
You might feel like today is horrible and tomorrow is not going to be any better, but can you tell the future? No right? No one can other than God. So why end your life today when you haven't seen what tomorrow brings? I can't promise you exactly that your day of tomorrow going to be as bright as the sun shine and you'll going to be happy instantly, but God won't let his people down as long as you don't let Him down. People never make locks without keys and God never make problems without solutions. If He sends down problems on your shoulders, that means He knows you are strong enough to face them. God never mistreated His people. So brace yourself and stay strong. Turn to God and never stop praying for your days to be better. God always gives His people the best. It only depends on us, ourselves, on the way we look at it and the way we take it in. If you can't live life for others, then, do it for yourself! Continue living life until you reach that happiness. Hold on to it and don't let it go.
YOU CAN DO IT, FIGHTERS. I HAVE FAITH ON YOU!
Share this messages to your friends or family or EVERYONE. This may save someone's life. I'm counting on you!
